I'm a happy person

I’ve been to the depths of myself

And left tattered and torn.

But despite myself,

I’m a happy person.

And “when I fall I’ll weep for happiness”

with blue faces carved on my skin.

And beneath it the clearest sun shines.

So clear, I feel the heat of its core

right in the center of my broken toll.

It’s just hard to let the sun out

when the rain my skin is falls hard

on the walls I’ve built only to arrest myself in harm.

I’ve been to my own fortress

And became trapped in it.

But despite my well staring at the sky

I’m a happy person.